primroseshows: made by me (jun; rock on homies)
Hi everyone, I have something to figure out for a fic that would take me more than 10 minutes to google the answer for, so as always I turn to you, my intellectual superiors, if anyone is still passing by this LJ! (Because I'm still here too!)

QUESTION: Can you name three female Japanese celebrities that you can see Jun dating? It would be ideal if they were all a similar height, too. If you can only think of two people, then for the third person, please make up a very nice female Japanese name that sounds like a celebrity's?

Any help would be appreciated!

In exchange, here's a snippet of one of my..... numerous WIPs (it's not the one that the above question pertains to though):

HOW DO YOU GUYS WRITE SAKUMOTO BECAUSE I FIND IT SO HARD?? EURHGHEHGH INCOMPETENCE )

PS. How is it that another school year is coming to a close? This shit is ridiculous. Something is wrong with our planet's gravity. I simply refuse to believe that days, months, and years pass by this quickly. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I ACTUALLY FINISHED A FIC OH MY GOD
primroseshows: made by me (ohmiya: we tilt in the same direction)
URGE TO WRITE A SHERLOCK/ARASHI AU!FUSION FIC: 200%

Not exactly original (seeing as how I even wrote this idea before -- which wasn't even really mine, by the way, the idea, thank you [livejournal.com profile] aatash) but guys, BBC's Sherlock is warping my life like some kind of cosmic intervention, and with the last episode of season two coming up (!!!!! !!!!!), for some reason all I could think about was Nino and Ohno being Sherlock and John and having a happy ending instead of The Final Problem / The Empty House.

mad plot ramblings within, not to be taken seriously )

UGHHHHHHHH I want to write a legit mystery fic so BADLY it's stupid. This would require OCs though, and I can't do OCs, I really can't. DILEMMA!!!!! :F


click through for source; kazujun.tumblr


SIGH
primroseshows: made by me (ohmiya: we tilt in the same direction)
This was a spur-of-the-moment thing. Just an exercise to see if I can actually write "short" fic. Conclusion: not really.

(PS. this is not even read over by me. I basically wrote it and then directly copy+pasted it here. THUMBS UP FOR QUALITY CONTROL!)

Fandom: Arashi
Word count: 1,223
Notes: Warnings for character death. Also warnings for using Western wedding traditions because I'm not really sure how weddings in Japan work and I didn't want to look it up because if given the chance to double-guess myself, I'd end up not posting anything.

this too shall pass )
primroseshows: made by me (nino: this is my sexy face)
So. I'm pretty sure I lost Aret's entire fic, plus all my notes that were in the same document.

Pretty upset about this. (Understatement.)

Gonna rewrite it; but it might take me ages and it's definitely not going to be the same as the original version. The thought of starting over from the beginning is extremely daunting to me, so I wrote a short ficlet to try to ease myself into the idea of it. Just thought I'd post it here, why not.

Has nothing to do with the original story, except the themes are similar. IDK IDK just let me get my frustration off my chest okay, it's like releasing pressure from a pop bottle or something, if I don't get something out I might explode, crappy as this may be.

ALSO, REMEMBER MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION TO "WRITE MORE THINGS"? OH YEAH ME TOO, KINDA

Sho/Nino; R; the start of a complication; very short )
primroseshows: made by me (Default)
Obviously that New Year's resolution I made needs a little more effort. Posting WIPs took a lot more effort than I expected because they are all still long things and long things need to be organized, and that takes time. It felt good to share, but it was also frustrating to me, like, "if this is never getting finished, why am I putting so much effort to post the damn thing at all? It would be easier to just let it gather dust in the back of your own mind." But I don't want that either.

I think the reason that it's taking me so long to write fics these days is that I no longer seem to have the capability to write a "simple" fic. "Simple" meaning a story with one central point to it. Nowadays, I've got to wrap that one central point in this frayed wreck of a plot, layers upon layers of fluff and linked threads and while this is actually what I like doing with a story, I realize that I'm getting pulled down by all of the process and I've still got nothing to show for it. Lack of time is not a good excuse anymore, because I should have learned how to manage my schedule by now (though I haven't, fmlll). I'm not productive, I'm not prolific, and it's driving me crazy that I'm not posting at all anymore. I don't like submitting unfinished fics and I don't like submitting fics I've written that I think are boring, but I feel like by holding myself so strictly, I'm degenerating as a fic writer. I feel like this journal is rotting, and I want it to be fun again. Cast off the shackles of past formality! Experiment! Don't like what you're reading? Tell me about it or click the shit out of that back button, I'm cool with both!

Anyway, all this to say that I'm now adopting a "Hey, why the hell did you write this? -- BECAUSE FUCK YOU, THAT'S WHY" mindset. Still going to post WIPs when I feel like it, but I'm also going to write more new stuff too. Will probably be crap to the nth degree, but hey, maybe I'll finally learn how to write a real drabble.

something something destructive tendencies; Khunyoung; NC-17; ~1,400 words )

la la la it's not 12 if i don't look at the clock la la dee da
primroseshows: made by me (junho: you heart me i know it)
Hi again~

I realize that I've pretty much stopped updating LJ in recent months. Sorry about this. First year of grad school has been very busy: lab work, TAing, classes, research, lab meetings; keeping myself fed and my apartment tidy is a major undertaking too, haha. My routine these days consists of getting home from school late in the evening and barely get any homework done before I succumb to "a short, one hour nap" and waking up late for first period the next morning, with gross stuff in my mouth because I'd been too lazy to brush the night before. I'm a slow worker, so coupled with school giving me quite a lot of work, time passes more quickly than I can understand and I don't ever seem to get anything done to show for it. I go to school on weekends, too, so there's no respite there.

That being said, I miss LJ like a crazy cat lady whose cats have all been taken away, and I miss all of you guys, and I miss fic LIKE FUCKING FUCK. So classes being over (this doesn't actually affect me a lot as I still go to the lab everyday) and me being a procrastinator (as ever), I thought I'd take some time to do a quick update here, just catch up! And to make sure that my account isn't frozen from inactivity or something. Does LJ do that? ...Let's not find out.

ALSO, for the hell of it, a WIP UPDATE. I like/dislike doing these because I am a paranoid shit so I think they jinx me, but lately I feel the need to prove that yes, I'm still writing things, just... very slowly. >__> The question nowadays is, will I get enough time to finish the fics before I get tired of trying? NOT IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT. IT IS A BATTLE OF ENDURANCE, MY FRIENDS, AND I WILL PROVE TO BE THE VICTOR. I promise they are interesting stories (or at least I think they are, lolol). I've never really been good at posting short, fluffy fics just for the sake of posting them, so I don't think I'd be able to start now. In the meantime, I humbly ask for your patience.

YOU WANT A PIECE OF THIS?!!?!?! )

Anyway. I hope all you lovely people are doing well. Good luck with exams if you have them, but otherwise, I wish you a very safe and warm and happy holiday season. ♥



GOING TO MY LAB NOW, WHAT A GREAT WAY TO SPEND A SATURDAY EVENING, WHAT GREAT FRIGID WEATHER OUTSIDE, GREAT GREAT GREAT
primroseshows: made by me (khun: why all the better to hear you wit)
I have exams/final projects due this coming Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, oh my goodness, this is horrid. Then right afterwards I need to start working hardcore on my [livejournal.com profile] kpop_olymfics entry, which is due way soon, way sooner than I anticipated, and ugh, what is the matter with me! Every time I enter a fic contest I end up thinking of a huge plot that I never have enough time to write properly, and then I just end up scrapping the whole idea and writing another shorter fic in a totally different direction, entirely within the week of the deadline. I tried hard not to do it this time, but alas. ALAS. Well, we'll see what happens, but my confidence about being able to pull the idea off now is... hrm, shall we say, questionable. My face right now is like this :G EXACTLY. (It's a vomiting face?)

(ps. [livejournal.com profile] font, if you're reading this, I'm still working on both your [livejournal.com profile] help_haiti fics! T___T Endless apologies for the delay.)

Well despite what I may complain about, the point of this post was to thank the four anons who gave me those Frank v-gifts! I don't know who you are (well, I have hunches for two of you), so I thought I'd just make a quick thank-you-very-much post about it, why not! I do what I want on my journal. I'm not even wearing a shirt right now because it's hot! I'm a total rebel without a cause. HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT, EVERYONE.

Okay but here, in gratitude, have a ridiculous thing I drew just now because I'm avoiding studying! I have no explanation for it, I just had this urge to draw Jay with a pokeball, so I did. No I'm not on drugs, but thank you for asking.

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edit: I changed the enemy pokemon from Starmie to Okcat because yeah.
primroseshows: made by me (taec: this is my smart face)
[livejournal.com profile] je_holiday fic progress: 10%?? OTLLL

It's... longer than I thought it would be. Um. I'm going to get this done, I swear.

But sometimes I hit an area that I am too bored to write (how does this even happen, seriously) so to procrastinate give myself a little break, I did what I always do to relax: laugh at WITH 2PM. WITH, GUYS. With. As in, with love.

Anyway, do you really expect me to pass shit like this up:

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the scientific unit of jayness, no citation needed )
primroseshows: made by me (taec: this is my smart face)
SO, UM, I WROTE SOME 2PM CHATS? And they actually look like chats! Gmail chats. I have no idea why it took me so long to figure out how to press that printscreen button, but there you go. IQ of a fucking rock. It's too late for me to go back and edit all the Arashi chats I wrote for Death Ray, but I'm pretty sure I'll still be writing Arashi chats again so they will likely be in this better format too! Unless you guys hate this format, in which case, you have to tell me or I'm just gonna stay on my high horse and giggle to myself because I finally managed to use the computer effectively.

I'm being generous with the word "effectively" here.

Okay some quick things:

1. [livejournal.com profile] je_holiday: HOLY SHIT I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO FINISH IN TIME. AAAAAAAAAH. Okay okay let's calm down. Fic or bust! Give me fic or give me death! Let them eat fic! oh my god what am i even talking about, clearly the pressure is getting to me

2. Arashi: On a more serious note... Guys, I've been lurking around that Johnny's fic anon meme and it seems that there are people who have the impression that I've defected over to Korea, land of K-pop, and will never write Arashi again. This isn't true okay! I love K-pop but I love Arashi too and will continue to write for them! It's just taking me a while. I'm sorry! I was really, really shocked to learn this, but I think I've disappointed a lot of people with my absence from fandom, and for that I will never be able to apologize enough. Thank you everyone who's been patient with me. I'll work harder. ♥

3. School and everything associated with it: Still killing me softly. Let's not talk about it.

Here are the chats! As with most things that come out of my brain, they are not meant to be taken seriously. Arashi friends, if you want to read some Arashi chats that are actually LEGITIMATELY hilarious, I recommend [livejournal.com profile] panpipe's here, which will forever define the genre of chat!fic for me, okay. Man, how creepy do I sound right now. I-I have her friended on Dreamwidth okay! Which I never use OTL

ANYWAY ENOUGH DILLY-DALLYING:
Chats! With extra Taec! )

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