primroseshows: made by me (arashi: celebration)
POSTIN' WIPs LIKE YEAAAH, SHOOTIN' MYSELF IN THE FOOT LIKE YEAAAH

Hey everyone! Hope you all had a very merry holiday season and are ready for the End of Days! I've got everything I need to survive the apocalypse: paranoia, an umbrella, and a diet consisting of nothing but chicken nuggets and Coke so my flesh will taste unsavoury to even the most desperate of people.

Just kidding. Spending some time at home with the parents, sleeping in, and ignoring all matter related to school-life. This will kick me in the ass later, very hard in fact, but have you ever known me to be one of those people who "thinks about the future"? No. Some better people might make some kind of New Year's resolution about this, but I can confidently say that I am not one of those people.

Besides working on [livejournal.com profile] help_japan fics, I decided to go ahead and write that God!AU that I have previously flirted with here and here. Yes, apparently it's a real "thing" now. A "thing" is a fic that I'm taking seriously. Granted, this doesn't always work out in the fic's favour, but it's better than just leaving the idea to rot in the far, dark corners of my hard drive. HOPEFULLY I DIDN'T JUST JINX MYSELF. DANG.

Anyway, here's the first part of it. It's about ~3,000 words and neither Nino nor Ohno nor Jun have shown up yet. JFC what is the matter with me.

PS: to the Japanese speakers on my f-list, if I use the words Tsuchi, Kaze, Hi, and Mizu, does that mean Earth, Air, Fire, and Water? I'm going from Wikipedia here, but it doesn't hurt to check with the experts. I've never heard the term "Hi" before. :/

feedback is totally welcome; everything's still in its early stages so i'm open to large corrections )



Also!!! I've started writing 2PM again. Well, it's more correct to say that I never exactly stopped, but I've fallen way out of touch with 2PM lately since their Japanese promotions, so I've been doing things less than half-heartedly. This one though, I actually want to finish. Fair warning, it's got Jay in it. And it's about reunions. T___T UGH IDEK GUYS I wanted to write something happy and hilarious and instead this mess came out, which is basically a poorly-disguised way for me to cut open my chest and slam my heart through the laptop screen. ~FEELINGS~ OKAY!!! I've written more than I'm posting, but the rest is very badly developed/paced and I just want to know if people would be interested in reading a story like this or if I should stop entirely and let things lie and am I being terribly cheesy and cliche for wanting a reunion fic and it's not like I haven't let things go, because I have, and don't want to make a "big deal" out of how things turned out since I'm fine with it all but OKAY WHATEVER JUST READ IT IF YOU WANT OR DON'T IDK omg I am terrible and going to shut up now ugh D;

don't get confused; the fic is 2PM-centric, I swear )



One last thing! I haven't pimped this here yet, but my good friend and the very talented [livejournal.com profile] harioto has one of THE BEST tumblrs ever, and I'm sure you'd agree if you'd care to take a gander here! ARASHI COMICS YOU GUYS!! SO GOOD, SHIT ♥____♥
primroseshows: made by me (sherlock: get used to looking at my back)
GREAT, GREAT, GREAT FANDOM DAY TODAY. SHUT UP I'M GONNA TELL YOU ABOUT IT

1. I was persuaded to sign up for [livejournal.com profile] beastattack's Mini Bang, and spent quite a bit of the morning watching B2ST videos, and enjoyed them thoroughly. I think I give the impression that I don't know anything about B2ST but I actually sorta do. I mean, I've followed their music from the very beginning -- actually I think Beast is the B2ST is my favourite song of theirs haha -- and know all the member's names and I love Doojoon by default because of his One Day connections and also because of his stupid face and I ADORE Yoseob hardcore and I've even pimped B2ST to my friend who I got into Arashi so YOU KNOW I'M SERIOUS ABOUT THEM. I just. Never watched any of their videos or anything so I don't know them, you know? So I was a bit wary about signing up for the Mini Bang because chances are my fic is going to suck but WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER I LOVE B2ST, u all can deal w it

2. Mark Gatiss is a really, really, really awesome person. Martin Freeman is a really, really, really awesome person. anarmydoctor is a really, really fantastic tumblr. Sherlock is an overwhelmingly amazing show with an even more overwhelmingly amazing fandom.

3. I wrote a short fic on the Sherlock BBC anon meme a few days ago when I was suffering from writer's block for my Arashi Japan fundraiser requests, and I fucking flipped my shit about thirty minutes ago when I went on this Sherlock fic rec tumblr and found that I got rec'd. (Don't know how many of you guys on my f-list read Sherlock fic, but if you're interested, my fill is here! PS. The tumblr in question is this one.) I was seriously freaking out because Sherlock has SO MANY talented authors and epic fics so to be sort of ...acknowledged, I guess, as being part of that, even a little bit, is just -- fjadklfjf;fjdafja;vjvjasf;f T____________T sob

IF ANY OF YOU GUYS ARE IN SHERLOCK FANDOM NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO TELL ME SO I CAN PULL YOU CLOSE AND LOVE YOU

4. Finally, finally seem to have made it to the downhill slide of [livejournal.com profile] blufox_o7's Arashi fic. Still quite a bit to write, but everything is plotted out (I use that term loosely) now, and it's just a matter of following through. I'm over 20,000 words atm. :| That is a lot of words but that was also part of the request so again I humbly ask you all to d-d-d-deal wi' it.

5. Good mood translates into productivity; wanted to make a 2PM comic but instead this vomit came out. God, I'm sorry everyone.



Also, in real life related news, things are suddenly looking up! I should make another post about this soon, but right now I just want to bask in the joys of fandom. AAAHHHHHHHH~~
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Obviously that New Year's resolution I made needs a little more effort. Posting WIPs took a lot more effort than I expected because they are all still long things and long things need to be organized, and that takes time. It felt good to share, but it was also frustrating to me, like, "if this is never getting finished, why am I putting so much effort to post the damn thing at all? It would be easier to just let it gather dust in the back of your own mind." But I don't want that either.

I think the reason that it's taking me so long to write fics these days is that I no longer seem to have the capability to write a "simple" fic. "Simple" meaning a story with one central point to it. Nowadays, I've got to wrap that one central point in this frayed wreck of a plot, layers upon layers of fluff and linked threads and while this is actually what I like doing with a story, I realize that I'm getting pulled down by all of the process and I've still got nothing to show for it. Lack of time is not a good excuse anymore, because I should have learned how to manage my schedule by now (though I haven't, fmlll). I'm not productive, I'm not prolific, and it's driving me crazy that I'm not posting at all anymore. I don't like submitting unfinished fics and I don't like submitting fics I've written that I think are boring, but I feel like by holding myself so strictly, I'm degenerating as a fic writer. I feel like this journal is rotting, and I want it to be fun again. Cast off the shackles of past formality! Experiment! Don't like what you're reading? Tell me about it or click the shit out of that back button, I'm cool with both!

Anyway, all this to say that I'm now adopting a "Hey, why the hell did you write this? -- BECAUSE FUCK YOU, THAT'S WHY" mindset. Still going to post WIPs when I feel like it, but I'm also going to write more new stuff too. Will probably be crap to the nth degree, but hey, maybe I'll finally learn how to write a real drabble.

something something destructive tendencies; Khunyoung; NC-17; ~1,400 words )

la la la it's not 12 if i don't look at the clock la la dee da
primroseshows: made by me (junho: you heart me i know it)
Hi again~

I realize that I've pretty much stopped updating LJ in recent months. Sorry about this. First year of grad school has been very busy: lab work, TAing, classes, research, lab meetings; keeping myself fed and my apartment tidy is a major undertaking too, haha. My routine these days consists of getting home from school late in the evening and barely get any homework done before I succumb to "a short, one hour nap" and waking up late for first period the next morning, with gross stuff in my mouth because I'd been too lazy to brush the night before. I'm a slow worker, so coupled with school giving me quite a lot of work, time passes more quickly than I can understand and I don't ever seem to get anything done to show for it. I go to school on weekends, too, so there's no respite there.

That being said, I miss LJ like a crazy cat lady whose cats have all been taken away, and I miss all of you guys, and I miss fic LIKE FUCKING FUCK. So classes being over (this doesn't actually affect me a lot as I still go to the lab everyday) and me being a procrastinator (as ever), I thought I'd take some time to do a quick update here, just catch up! And to make sure that my account isn't frozen from inactivity or something. Does LJ do that? ...Let's not find out.

ALSO, for the hell of it, a WIP UPDATE. I like/dislike doing these because I am a paranoid shit so I think they jinx me, but lately I feel the need to prove that yes, I'm still writing things, just... very slowly. >__> The question nowadays is, will I get enough time to finish the fics before I get tired of trying? NOT IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT. IT IS A BATTLE OF ENDURANCE, MY FRIENDS, AND I WILL PROVE TO BE THE VICTOR. I promise they are interesting stories (or at least I think they are, lolol). I've never really been good at posting short, fluffy fics just for the sake of posting them, so I don't think I'd be able to start now. In the meantime, I humbly ask for your patience.

YOU WANT A PIECE OF THIS?!!?!?! )

Anyway. I hope all you lovely people are doing well. Good luck with exams if you have them, but otherwise, I wish you a very safe and warm and happy holiday season. ♥



GOING TO MY LAB NOW, WHAT A GREAT WAY TO SPEND A SATURDAY EVENING, WHAT GREAT FRIGID WEATHER OUTSIDE, GREAT GREAT GREAT
primroseshows: made by me (taec: i am a consumer whore)

LOLOLOL 1OO+100 for each side=200KG, not 100, GOOD MATH PRIM
primroseshows: made by me (taec/jay: conspiracy alert)
Last night, talking about my tendency to write too much:

[livejournal.com profile] envoler: you rambled alot again n_n
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: i have accepted it as unavoidable
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: i can't be succint!
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: you wouldn't be prim if you weren't tl;dr anyway
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: OH WELL THANKS I GUESS
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: I'm going to write a 500 word crack fic and dedicate it to you
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: it will be the worst fic in the world
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: and i will be like "THERE"
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: "IN YO FACE"
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: LMFAO
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: DO IT
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: I DARE YOU
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: B/C I KNOW AFTER YOU WRITE IT
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: YOU WILL BE LIKE
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: FML THIS IS SO BAD. I CAN'T GIVE THIS TO NAT
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: / WRITES MORE
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: OKAY NO I WOULD NOT!!!!!
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: / EXCEEDS 500 WORDS
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: FML!!!!!
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: 500 = 500!!!!
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: but i would say FML a lot, yes i agree on this point
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: LMAO
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: okay i'll do this just to spite you
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: any requests
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: situation/pairing/rating
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: taekjay!!!
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: ok yes sure
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: obvs
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: someone calls or texts or IMs or e-mails the other and is like
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: so, i heard you're getting married
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: n_n
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: is the marriage for real???
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: or is it a misunderstanding
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: DNO
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: IT'S UP TO YOU
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: or you could make it khunjay
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: instead
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: and be like
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: SO WGM
[livejournal.com profile] primroseshows: WOW THE POSSBILITIES
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: HOW IS VICTORIA ;)
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: I HEARD SHE LIKES SAMGYUPSAL ;)
[livejournal.com profile] envoler: SOULMATES (L)


For [livejournal.com profile] envoler, 500 words of Taec/Jay and weddings.
Hey bitch notice that there is not only an engagement in this fic, but an unrelated wedding too. Oh dang are you some sort of restaurant dish or something because you just got served.

FML FML FML )

THERE
IN YO FACE
primroseshows: made by me (khun: why all the better to hear you wit)
I have exams/final projects due this coming Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, oh my goodness, this is horrid. Then right afterwards I need to start working hardcore on my [livejournal.com profile] kpop_olymfics entry, which is due way soon, way sooner than I anticipated, and ugh, what is the matter with me! Every time I enter a fic contest I end up thinking of a huge plot that I never have enough time to write properly, and then I just end up scrapping the whole idea and writing another shorter fic in a totally different direction, entirely within the week of the deadline. I tried hard not to do it this time, but alas. ALAS. Well, we'll see what happens, but my confidence about being able to pull the idea off now is... hrm, shall we say, questionable. My face right now is like this :G EXACTLY. (It's a vomiting face?)

(ps. [livejournal.com profile] font, if you're reading this, I'm still working on both your [livejournal.com profile] help_haiti fics! T___T Endless apologies for the delay.)

Well despite what I may complain about, the point of this post was to thank the four anons who gave me those Frank v-gifts! I don't know who you are (well, I have hunches for two of you), so I thought I'd just make a quick thank-you-very-much post about it, why not! I do what I want on my journal. I'm not even wearing a shirt right now because it's hot! I'm a total rebel without a cause. HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT, EVERYONE.

Okay but here, in gratitude, have a ridiculous thing I drew just now because I'm avoiding studying! I have no explanation for it, I just had this urge to draw Jay with a pokeball, so I did. No I'm not on drugs, but thank you for asking.

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edit: I changed the enemy pokemon from Starmie to Okcat because yeah.
primroseshows: made by me (2PM: american trio)
I, um. I was planning to type out this whole explanation detailing my thoughts towards the rumours of 2PM's so-called true selves that would then perhaps justify why I still would consider myself a 2pm fan, but then as I started typing, I realized I didn't feel like it. I'm not here to preach or soapbox at anyone, and I trust in all of you to make your own choices in what to believe and where to go from there. As for me! 2PM upset me, of course, so to get myself over it, I drew some comics making fun of them and the now-infamous sasaeng accounts. Incidentally, even when 2PM hadn't upset me, I still made fun of them, so you can tell what a stellar individual I am. HEY. Hey. This is my method of coping, okay.

WARNINGS: NO SERIOUS BUSINESS ALLOWED HERE, PEOPLE. This was done for amusement only. Thanks! Also I am required by law to warn for awesome, high-quality, classy art that clearly took an insane amount of effort and talent to create, you guys don't even know!!!

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ALL OF 2PM ARE DOUCHES EXCEPT FOR JAY AND MAYBE KHUN COMICS )
primroseshows: made by me (taec: i am a consumer whore)
Hey, I know that look on your face. You're thinking, "Dude, I am just high and/or drunk enough right now to wonder how K-pop fandom and Fight Club quotes would look like mashed up in graphic form!" MY FRIEND, BOY, HAVE I GOT YOU COVERED.

aka. utterly pointless reason to avoid homework #2095198 )
primroseshows: made by me (junsu: bo peepin')
UGH, SCHOOL, I DON'T UNDERSTAND. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE EASIER THIS SEMESTER! Guys I have to say this is BS. Whenever I'm about to have a day or afternoon free, something else suddenly comes up and I do not get that day or afternoon free. What the hell, this was not part of the deal, timetable! I'm hoping this is just early-semester busyness and will settle down by next week, because if not, someone is going to have to deal with a very, very unhappy [livejournal.com profile] primroseshows. Who, you ask? ME. I WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH MYSELF. fml i hate when that happens

Anyway I came home today and found that [livejournal.com profile] freefallskyline and [livejournal.com profile] envoler messaged me about something that pretty much made my life: Someone put my Jayness Transfer pictures together into one macro (I don't know who), and then somehow, IT FOUND ITS WAY ONTO BESTIZ. LOLLLLLL.

What are the chances that Taec will search himself up on Bestiz and find that picture? omg omg I WOULD DIE. There's no way to trace the picture back to me (thank goodness, holy crap) but just the possibility of him seeing it at all is kind of hilarious. And by kind of I mean totally.

SO IN CELEBRATION OF THIS MOMENTOUS ACHIEVEMENT (snort), I made more stupid 2PM stuff. What's that you say? Pointless and irrelevant? Whatever, shut up, I don't care, HERE IS SOME AWKWARD TOSHIO FOR YOU ALL.

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THEME SONG: Awkward floating Toshio Head! Makin' things awkwaaard! You kinda want to slap him, but too bad! He's just an awkwardly floooating heaaaad! TOSHIO! )
primroseshows: made by me (taec: this is my smart face)
[livejournal.com profile] je_holiday fic progress: 10%?? OTLLL

It's... longer than I thought it would be. Um. I'm going to get this done, I swear.

But sometimes I hit an area that I am too bored to write (how does this even happen, seriously) so to procrastinate give myself a little break, I did what I always do to relax: laugh at WITH 2PM. WITH, GUYS. With. As in, with love.

Anyway, do you really expect me to pass shit like this up:

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the scientific unit of jayness, no citation needed )
primroseshows: made by me (taec: this is my smart face)
SO, UM, I WROTE SOME 2PM CHATS? And they actually look like chats! Gmail chats. I have no idea why it took me so long to figure out how to press that printscreen button, but there you go. IQ of a fucking rock. It's too late for me to go back and edit all the Arashi chats I wrote for Death Ray, but I'm pretty sure I'll still be writing Arashi chats again so they will likely be in this better format too! Unless you guys hate this format, in which case, you have to tell me or I'm just gonna stay on my high horse and giggle to myself because I finally managed to use the computer effectively.

I'm being generous with the word "effectively" here.

Okay some quick things:

1. [livejournal.com profile] je_holiday: HOLY SHIT I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO FINISH IN TIME. AAAAAAAAAH. Okay okay let's calm down. Fic or bust! Give me fic or give me death! Let them eat fic! oh my god what am i even talking about, clearly the pressure is getting to me

2. Arashi: On a more serious note... Guys, I've been lurking around that Johnny's fic anon meme and it seems that there are people who have the impression that I've defected over to Korea, land of K-pop, and will never write Arashi again. This isn't true okay! I love K-pop but I love Arashi too and will continue to write for them! It's just taking me a while. I'm sorry! I was really, really shocked to learn this, but I think I've disappointed a lot of people with my absence from fandom, and for that I will never be able to apologize enough. Thank you everyone who's been patient with me. I'll work harder. ♥

3. School and everything associated with it: Still killing me softly. Let's not talk about it.

Here are the chats! As with most things that come out of my brain, they are not meant to be taken seriously. Arashi friends, if you want to read some Arashi chats that are actually LEGITIMATELY hilarious, I recommend [livejournal.com profile] panpipe's here, which will forever define the genre of chat!fic for me, okay. Man, how creepy do I sound right now. I-I have her friended on Dreamwidth okay! Which I never use OTL

ANYWAY ENOUGH DILLY-DALLYING:
Chats! With extra Taec! )
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WHAT IS THIS, JYPE.

WHAT.

IS.

THIS.


guys i am scared, i don't know what this means, i am going to have an anxiety attack, someone please hold me. ;A;
primroseshows: made by me (2PM: we're here boys)
Usually, if I'm upset about something fandom related, I'll write a fic for it, to try to give myself closure. I tried to this time, too, but I couldn't finish the fic, because I don't know how things will turn out for 2PM and I am too scared to make my own guesses.

So for now, I sketched something, just to get some tension off my chest.

I'm not good at art and I have no experience with drawing anatomy, so please excuse my mistakes. I just needed to make something, that's all.

what time is it now )
primroseshows: made by me (taec: this is my smart face)

fast forward to 4:44, I don't know how to embed in the timing


I saw them in Costco. )

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